Not my day...

Today's just been such a terrible day... It started off so perfect too.

I had such a nice dream about Alex and I. We were together, completely free of family problems... it was so wonderful, even Shredder (my parrot) was in it.

Then it was so exciting because today *was* the day i was going to put all my savings on a pre-ordered playstation portable (PSP)

So, my brother, sister and I packed ourselves into the apple (my sister and my car). I was to drive to Harvey Norman... yep, reverse out of the drive way... sure no problem *BAM* wtf?!?!? OH SHIT! I just hit my mum's parked car!!!! FUCK! everyone get out! shit! shit! shit!! Okay, check out our car... deep scratches... bumber.. OH SHIT!! it's split at the bottom! ... fuck!! Walk over to my mum's car to check it out... OMG!!! NOoooooooooooo!!! This can't be happening! HUGE DENT!!! I'm dreaming... must be... uh oh!! my mum's coming out! ... mum... we crashed the car... "how could you?? why weren't you watching where you were going, you've made my car ugly now!" ... Sorry mum =( She puts the key in the key hole... unlocks her door... goes to open it... OH SHIT! The door won't open... could itget any worse??? YES! She *forced* it open and made the dent worse! Whyyyyyyyyy???? Okay, good thing is, both cars function 100% only problem is my mum's car door... we're gonna get that fixed next week...

So, all shaken up... today really sucked... the worst part was telling my dad... so now he thinks Ive got eye sight problems and told me to go see an optomitrist... he wasnt joking either... lol. Okay, so good thing is, my dad still trusts me with the car because he let me get dinner tonight for everyone. So that's good =) I guess he understands how dangerous it is reversing out of our drive way, coz it's a main road...

I just cant wait to go to sleep and get rid of this feeling i've got... it's like a shaken up feeling, that if someone annoys you in the slightest, or says something mean about you as a joke, you take it to heart, and it almost makes you want to cry...

p.s. Deeee! I'm sorry I wasnt online yesterday, my cousins were at my grandma's house yesterday, so we had to entertain them, we didnt get back till late... we ended up watching Grease... i'm heaps sorry chicka!